Too much

It was Parent One-To-One at B's home today. I hate it, but I go because Bianca asks me to. At the beginning of the day, I took L on to the bouncy castle, and we had a lovely time. Then suddenly, she looked up to the marquee, and said a word I've never heard her say before; 'mummy'.

She was convinced she had seen her. I knew it was doubtful because her mum never ever visits. But L was so sure.

Of course it was just an illusion, and L hadn't seen her mummy. It broke her heart and it broke mine. I don't know what to do with myself, I want to run away from all the hurt.